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Soldier of Fortune
08:29
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Ray of Light – yes now I see you
You’re by my side – yeah, now I feel you...
Soldier of fortune – man of heart
You brought me faith out of blindness
I’m incomplete But
You show me the way out of this
(Chorus)
Out of this strange place
Away from that rat race
You call me from afar!
I’m proud to have a choice!
And lucky one – I hear your voice
You are the soul lighter!
You shine even brighter!
Than any star
Ray of Light – yes now I see it
You’re by my side – yeah, now I feel it...
(Chorus)
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Another Game
04:44
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When words are empty, feelings cold
And too afraid of getting old,
Trying to find where I was wrong
A life without you, oh that’s too long
I keep on smiling day by day
Much harder to do it then to say,
But in the darkness I won’t stay
The hope can take me far away.
I can’t go back and then restart
Another game to pick a card
Still when I jump and get off the ground
The gravity’s calling me!!
Look at the child face in his eyes
You’ll be surprised to realize
That deep inside you’re still the same
And only you’re the one to blame.
While analyzing wasted time
Who would have thought then it’s a crime...
No matter what to choose today
It won’t kill the spirit anyway
I can’t go back and then restart
Another game to pick a card
Still when I jump and get off the ground
The gravity’s calling me!!
I keep on smiling day by day
Much harder to do it then to say,
But in the darkness I won’t stay
The dreams can take me far away!
I can’t go back and then restart
Another game to pick another card
Still when I jump and get off the ground
The gravity’s calling me!!
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Let the Lady Smile
05:14
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In a smoke filled bar
The young man sights
The lady keeps winning
And he wonders
How and why
Cause deep in his heart
He will not be denied
So he looks into her eyes
And continues
To lie…
He lets the lady smile
Let’s the lady smile
Let’s the lady smile
Just for a while
Let’s the lady smile
Words go round.
That lady’s back in town
The crowd all know,
He’s going down
They all warned him not to look into her eyes
He tried so very hard but he was mesmerized
It was like looking, looking into
A total eclipse – eclipse of the sun!
One brief look and his life was undone
Just in that moment and her victory was won.
He’d let the lady smile
And continues to lie lie lie…
He lets the lady smile
Let’s the lady smile
Let’s the lady smile
Just for a while
And shed a stolen mile
Word goes round. That lady’s back in town
The crowd all know, he’s going down
He thought he was the king of cards
But he had met the queen of hearts
She deals the ace of spades
Like a blade into his soul!
Oh, how he felt defeat, as his mind went cold!
Oh, how he felt defeat, as his mind went cold!!!
Word goes round, that lady’s back in town
He lets the lady smile
Let’s the lady smile
Let’s the lady smile
Just for a while
Let’s the lady smile
And shed a stolen mile!
For the turn of some friendly cards
One last chance to readdress this mess
To balance his books, but sadly instead
He was dealt the hand of death
And was looking into
And was looking into
Looking into
Looking into
A total eclipse
Looking into
Total eclipse of the sun
A total eclipse…
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Time After Time
06:11
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I search for truth beyond the veil
I search for hope inside my jail
Time after time, after time
I’m waiting for the dawn
I search for mercy within their eyes
I search for guiding star in a pitch dark sky
Time after time, after time
I’m longing for the dawn
Waiting for the dawn
I keep on searching day by day
God only knows where leads this way
With restless mind and bleeding heart
I found a world that falls apart...
Time after time, after time
I’m longing for the dawn
Waiting for the dawn
Time after time, after time.......
I search for truth beyond the veil
I seek for hope inside my jail
I search for mercy within their eyes
I seek a light above the sky
I seek the truth beyond the veil
Search fresh horizons with every sail
To seek the home that awaits my cry
A roaring echo in a paint box sky
Time after time, after time.......
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Spellbound
07:04
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I want and I need to lead a simple life
I think I’ve worked out
What’s wrong and what’s right
The problem is, yeah the sad thing is
It’s taken me most, it’s taken me most
It’s taken me most of my life
Taken me most of my life………….
My life!
I want and I need to lead a simple life
I think I’ve worked out,
What’s wrong and what’s right
The problem is, yes the sad thing is
It’s taken me, it’s taken me, it’s taken me,
It’s taken me, it’s taken me, it’s taken me,
It’s taken me most of my life!
It’s taken me most of my life!
Of my life, of my life………….
It’s taken me most of my life!
Take a look, take a look, take a look at my life
Take a look, take a look, see all the strife
Amid the ecstasy I lost reality
Without my dignity I went and burnt my life
Take a look, take a look, take a look at my life
Take a look, take a look, see all the strife
When I was young I was in rhyme
With eyes wide open all the time.
And all I see are superstitions and spells
On a journey through the fires of...
...“21st century” hell!
(I want and I need, I want and I need....)
To lead a simple life
I’ve worked out
What’s wrong and what’s right!!
(I want and I need, I want and I need....)
When I was young I had this vision,
That I could walk beyond the sun!
When I was young I had this vision,
That I could walk beyond the sun!
Take a look, take a look, take a look at my life
Take a look, take a look, see all the strife
Amid the ecstasy I lost reality
Without my dignity I went and burnt my life
Take a look, take a look, at my life
Take a look, take a look, see all the strife
Chorus
When I was young I was in rhyme
With eyes wide open all the time.
Much older now – sarcasm blinds,
The truth tastes bitter – and all tears went dry,
I’ve lost in a shore-less sea of a flaming rye.
I’ve dug the dirt, striking the bloom
Hiding the pain inside the gloom,
Waiting for the sentence inside your room.
But all I’ve found are superstitions and spells,
Oh, my dear, did you sleep well?
On a journey through the fires of “21st century” hell
I want and I need to lead a simple life...
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The Way Back Home
07:07
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It’s another restless night
A different stolen dream
That same old anxious feeling
I’m losing control of the scene
Back to a place that seems
Like from a twilight TV screen
That’s repeating again and again
That’s repeating again
Where is the key
That will unlock this door for me
My mind is drowning, swimming
All the lights are dimming
It’s that same old lonely scene
On that twilight TV screen
That’s repeating again and again
That’s repeating again
I can’t find, I can’t find
I can’t find, my way back home.
Signposts that lead to who knows where
But the names are all wrong
Is it a trick of my memory?
Or has my conscience finally gone?
I must try even harder to hold on
I am losing control of the world
And the love that I behold!
I can’t find I can’t find
I can’t find, my way back home.
It’s another restless night
A different stolen dream
That same old anxious feeling
I’m losing control of the scene,
Back in that twilight world and boy,
i just want to scream..
Like a misplaced toy,
I`m standing alone in a scene...
I can’t find, I can’t find
I can’t find, my way back home.
I can’t find, I can’t find
I can’t find, my way back home…
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7. |
Miss You
05:34
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My arrows watch and start another circle
Reminding me that I can`t turn back time
When all the problems
Were clearly out of focus
And I was yours,
And you were truly mine.
So I pretend that nothing changed around me
And everything is like it used to be.
The grass is green, the sky is blue and I still
Remember when you whispered in my ear...
Can`t you see I miss you?
Can`t you see I miss you?
Can`t you see I miss without you?
If there`s someone who can help me, it`s you!
Baby it`s you!
I do believe in miracles and wonders
They are all around just floating in the air
We have to try so patiently to find them
Life`s to share, if we really care!
My arrows watch start another circle
Erasing all that matters much to me
But all things written in my lifeline
Will stay with me, cause it has to be!
Can`t you see I miss you?
Can`t you see I miss you?
Can`t you see I miss without you?
If there`s someone who can help me, it`s you!
Baby it`s you!
So I pretend that nothing changed around me
And everything is like it used to be.
The grass is green, the sky is blue and I still
Remember all your words, they`re so real
I miss you...
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Sometimes
08:23
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Sometimes – you feel so close to me
But sometimes – you seem so far away
I hope maybe, oh maybe, maybe one day
I will find the truth
I will find the truth
Cause I’m running around with my head on the ground
Don’t know if I am standing or I’m upside down
Cause I’ve got to got to have you here
Got to got to have you near close to me
Sometimes – you seem so close to me
But sometimes – you seem so far away
I hope maybe, oh maybe, maybe one day
I will find the truth
I will find the truth
Cause I’m running around with my head on the ground
Don’t know if I am standing or I’m upside down
Cause I’ve got to got to have you here
Got to got to have you near close to me
Climbing life’s hill has always been
Just one huge hell of a thrill,
But coming back now I know
This is where the real fun begins
And I don’t give up without a fight,
I’ll be standing when the lights go out
Cause I need you
I need you hear!
Yes I need you
Need close to me!
Cause I need you
I need you hear
Yes I need you
Close to me!
Sometimes, my mind it fails to clear
Sometimes, my heart retains this fear
That one day...
You will finally walk away...
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9. |
Out of the Abyss
09:48
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Desert ate the water
Left the lands completely wild
Heat is getting closer to your fevered mind
Feel with heart the moment
You have nowhere to go
And compared with breathing minutes are so slow
Nothing left behind you
Colors switched to black and white!
You’re alone among them like a satellite...
Living in illusions
Without a place to hide
It is here already time now to decide...
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10. |
Life`s Conundrum
04:40
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Take a look in my direction
Before you head for the door
Just remember, the face you see
It’s still the same old me
Girl I know you’re hurting
I brought you rain
On a bright summers day
Girl I know
What you’re thinking now
That’s the rains never going away
I know sadly that you believe
The sun ain’t ever coming our way
So let’s agree to disagree
We both know the problem’s me
So therefore the answer’s me
So let’s sort this conundrum out
Please close the door and say
We’re just going to be fine!
I can feel a new sunny day!
Not far away!
Not far away!
So now I’m on my bended knees
I’m begging, begging you please
Just look once more into my eyes
Cause then I’m sure
You`ll know I realize
I am the victim of my own demise
But with your forgiveness I’ll arise
To be that person you seek from me
Cleansed me from my demons
Setting me free
So let’s agree to disagree
We both know the problem’s me
So let’s sort this conundrum out
Please close the door and say
We’re just going to be fine
I can feel a new sunny day!
Not far away
Not far away
We’re just going to be fine!!
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Antony Kalugin Ukraine
Antony Kalugin - composer, producer, musician, designer
born 11 Feb 1981. Ukraine/ Kharkiv
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